Due to boredness,

I've moved:
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My love:
she's going to the clinic this sunday
for sterilization.. heart pain
























she looks dumb haha.. placed her on a mountain of pillows










our food on monday











got a lacoste bag.. personally i like it lah =).. simon oso

he's got his bonus this month.. he say can buy a bag..

but not exceeding like too much..

choosing between long champ sling bag n lacoste

long champ is bigger, but no base, so if u put heavier things, abit funny shape..

lacoste smaller, but harder..
and best still the side is leather trimmed..
but anyway,my mom say it's awful.. looks vintage..

i tink i might be getting a bag for him for his bday in august..
probably something similar.. =)
my june pay is coming only end of july.. as what i checked with the office..
they should have give the basic pay first.. haiya but nvm.. my dad got his salary all back..
but got to return to my relatives..

Last saturday at m0s..
alot of wierd looking people around..

trying to get handful of ur butt..

i rmb gt one chinese guy behind me.. quite close..

but still alright.. den worse.. another CHANNEL of people

channel means diff type..

until i pissed off, i brush his hands off my thigh n waist. sick

don't ask me why this entry full of his photo..

dun have my photo lor. cus he asked me to take his photo

Last wednesday.. at bugis pasta mania

i tried this new pasta by them..

is prawn with miso.. very salty

he ate mushroom ham pizza

posing to take picture (NOT candid)

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wah.. it's the 5th of july.. one day more before mel birthday..

hmm.. the cake was supposedly to arrived around 9am-12pm..

i arranged this time cus i thought sunday if going party world, scared that the cake will arrived late.. and thus, i will be late for the meet up..

and so, the cake arrived at very super duper sharp.. 9am!

it was so long and big.. i thought 2kg very small mah..

in the end, it cannot fit into my fridge.. even though i dismantled one row..

No choice, i got to contact melody mum.. and asked her how.. whether possible to put at their house.. the cake definitely can fit into their fridge..

but she said, she would not be at home.. as she's going out..

so i suggested,the only choice left.. mel's uncle auntie house..

therefore, confirm. i will be taking down a cab to transport the cake there.

because grandparents are in the house.. her mom also asked me to join them for dinner..

ya, i cancelled my work.. supposed to be going suntec.. but abit no point la.. cus if i worked 12-6.. den still must take 1 hr train go there.. might as well rest..

a very funny subject when i talked to the taxi uncle.. we were talking about condo..

den he commented that the condo that im going is very dangerous..

so i asked him how come eh.. he said.. cus alot of glass and next to it is petrol station..

LOL!! damn funny.. and he sent me to the carpark..

grandparents were very nice.. esp when i called them saying im arriving..

A nice capture of the scenery..

Capturing BP LRT.. my first time sitting..

due to going back home.. (scary)

at 6plus i travelled down to her uncle auntie hse..

reached there around 7plus.. she was damn shock..

because she thought that im at work.. we hugged!

joined them for dinner.. they are a good jovious family.. laughters and happiness filling the house while they were eating.. it was a nice scene..

gave her the present too.. it was a forever friends mug.. quite useful i tink..

and a pair of earrings from mintmark&co.. (which i headed down previously to get it.. and apparently singapore only got 2 outlet.. vivo and citylink dere)

and , im sure it will look very nice on her.. right? she dun like bigg bigg ones oso.

headed down to stjames with her parents and uncle auntie..

dragonfly abit boring.. more like concert at first..

but anyway, melody when u r mre ready, we go club k..

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6th july her actual birthday:

went to party world.. with her parents and families..

ate ichiban sushi after that.. benjamin was dere oso..

cousin's bb birthday bash

at the children playground area..

What does it mean by loving unconditionally?
Do we constantly love unconditionally to the ones around us?
When we love someone unconditionally, we are accepting them as who they are and contribute to their happiness. We always think that we are unconditionally loving our other half. Parents always think that they are loving us unconditionally. But we often become annoyed or irritated when they don’t follow our way. Doesn’t that mean that we are not loving enough?

Sometimes, love may not be 100% genuine when they are presence of this 2 factors; Disappointment and anger.
We as human being, we get angry, frown, get upset, sigh with disappointment, speak in harsh tone. At that moment, we are not caring for our partner’s happiness, but only for our own. Then, he will see our selfishness.
(i can't say mine is a 100% truely really genuine love. but at least, this 2 factors have been present, passed and gone. )

Relationships often fail because of many factors. One of which, we become angry/blame our anger on some thing he did / did not do. Think about it, getting angry unnecessary are selfish to our other half. We can’t be genuinely love our partner if we are constantly picking on them or getting angry at them. Remember, next time if we are married, and begin our lives together, the lists of stuff for you to disagree also becomes endless. In life, there’s so many little things to disagree on, how sure will we know whether we are compatible?

I would say, true love must have stood the test of time. Perhaps, mine have or haven't. It must have weathered many rough storms and come through the difficult times. It must have proven strong enough to withstand periods of neglect while sometimes we may pursue other things in our lives. (Maybe our thinkings have changed because of certain things. We certainly have grown up a little thorugh certain things. )

In life, it is definitely with challenges and obstacles that give us the opportunity to deepen our love and commitment. I dunno what's wrong with me. Just wanna blog about this.
Perhaps, it's because of the 9pm show. .

After all obstacles, Tay Ping hui and Ann kok, they got back together.
He looked back for her and wished that they can drew a perfect map together.
He became a househusband after quitting his lawyer job.
Ann kok, a career woman, pursued her dreams in climbing the corporate ladder.
She failed to understand her son, put him in numerous studies pressure.
And, the son portrayed the mum as a evil witch.

Another one, regretted marriage and choose to be a run-away bride.
She backed out of the perfect marriage, after seeing how her friends suffered in marriages.
Now, she’s pregnant and taking care of the children on her own.
Does she feel happy now? At least, she has the courage to keep the children on her own, and now, she is waiting for the child’s dad to come back.

Saturday

Had PPP course yesterday.. our teacher was quite nice.. in his mid 20s.. also graduated from Ngee Ann Poly.. He promised us to end our lesson earlier instead of 1pm.. because the topic taught was too dry at the back.. about work place culture etc..

Then, went to meet Melody to source for some materials for our Corporate Finance Project..
We almost shop till we dropped HAHA !

Melody, i got the pouches, dices and calculators with me liao..
Pouches: Yellow and Blue
Dices: 8 in a pack (in a wooden box)
calculator: carrefour $1.90(but different as the one we saw.. cus dhoby carrefour only gt limited)
There's loads of handicrafts, wrapping stuffs there.. we can take a look next time..

Head down to centrepoint and settled some things for my work..
Need to do up some forms and time sheets.. And waiting for first paycheck to come in..
can't spend too much liao.. restricted alot.. must be discliplined and return money..

Then, went to hougang to find my SO.. cus i need to take money from him.. for the club later..

Took train down to clarke quay and meet ying.. den go find jo and the rest..
the rest was friends of jo.. two was underaged and yet want to club..
they wanted to use other's ez-link card to go in..
in the end, never.. cus jo had a friend whose member i tink.. can sign people in free (no drinks)
so, the 2 girls passed me and ying money for the entrance fee (so, like they paid lah )..

Aiya, i don't see the point why underaged want to go haha.. correct?
wait like 6more months or wad lor.. since the 18th birthday around dec..
end up good, don't need pay for entrance.. (no drinks)

the place was full of..... "people".. i hate them.

OMG. when i meet my SO at clarke quay after he and his friend drank..
he was still okay.. until we took cab to my hse dwnstairs.. he vomitted..
And, when he went home, he collapsed..
i have no strength to carry him.. so i pulled and pulled.. dragged..
he fell to the floor and slept..
i was so damn angry.. cus he don't want bath.. and my room stinks of beer smell..
i melted one bucket of ice.. soaked a towel in ice.. and wrapped his Face..
although gave him a shock, but he slept anyway..

haiz.. always duno how to control..



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Friday

anyway, that friday night we went prawning at bishan dere around 10plus..
before that, one of my uncle (mom side) came.. to talk to us.. and when he leave.. he passed us a envelope..
to my mom's shock, inside was a few k.. but we decide to return to him..
but take only like $500 for the household..
it's never good to owe people too much money..

my dad had a change of job.. now no longer working for my eldest uncle (mom side)
changed to work under my smallest uncle (mom side)
although there might be a conflict of interest.. but, it is my uncle who hinted to all staff to leave..
then, many things happen also.. and my dad n the rest couldn't take it anymore..
so, they quitted altogether..

yesterday at vivo

went to eat lunch at terra cafe

the place is so emptyyy

set lunch plus a side dish

set lunch includes choco ice cream

went to buy movie tickets..

don't mess with the zohan (4pm)

the dog damn cute right...

went over to plaza sing after walking around in vivo

reach there about 7.30pm..

ate at manhattan's fish market

everybody along my row LOOKED at me when i take this picture (-_-"")

when i looked left and right, i realised 90% eat the 'platter for two'

anyway, usually when we eat,
we don't talk every seconds every minutes throughout the whole meal.
and on my right hand side, there's this couple,
whose girl, is damn freaking noisy.
every second got one sentence out from her mouth..
and makes unneccesary noise.. freaking irritating..











tada; the platter










wanted to buy a white jacket from la senza.. but no more new piece..
anyway, spent around $200 just for yesterday..
cus, we bought a new dvd player as well.. for my house..
instead of watching dvd on my laptop, now can whole family watch tgt.. better
rented CJ7 and i not stupid 2..

Ended work yesterday super late, as compared to normal time.. around 12 plus..
it was the last day of the fair at marina square..
need to pack all the demo sets, count stock, load the stuff.
then, settlement was abit problem also. that's why we couldn't go off earlier.
i was almost misunderstood for taking $298, but luckily problem was solved..

colleagues offered to drive me home, but i din take. otherwise, i probably nid to wait til 1plus.
i took a cab home from msq..



tml is mfs presenatation dayyy..
(say do this, do that, until now still haven start, i wait until dawn ahh..)

been busy lately with work and personal life, therefore the lazyness to update the blog.

his grandfather passed away earlier in the week..
sometimes, when u least expect it, it happens.
he was still alright u know.. can react/response..
the next day (after me n bf visited him), bf's mom went to hosp in e morning..
and the nurse told her that he cannot really make it alrdy.. so, they put the oxygen tank..

afterwhich, bf's mom notify everybody.. and everyone rushed down from work.. near 50 family members.. bf called the manager and then he was able to rush down..

when changing another bottle of oxygen, the nurse asked them to consider..
because he is already going.. either to prolong by oxygen every few hrs.. or not..
after much discussion, then the nurse did not change the oxygen tank when it is going to finish..
afterwhich, he falls into a deep sleep.. and never awake..

we two are glad, that we did make a point to go dwn and visit him the day before.
really really glad. to see him eating.. gesturing us to do things.. holding my hand and sleep..



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came back from my cousin's wedding at goodwood park hotel..
simple,short, sweet and nice. around 35 tables at windsor ballroom..


realised SAM machines can pay the NP sch fees..
they actually send the voucher for payment.. cus they couldn't deduct the amt successfully..
acutally, i saw the letter alrdy in the mailbox.. but i locked back again..
haha, maybe if i forever never open letterbox, and i will never know.. (naive haha)

borrowed the entire sum from relative and paying the sch by next wed..
never in my life, have i borrowed such a big sum.. 1.2k..
of cos i need to pay back.. but will take around 5 or 6mths no problem..

gtg, have some beauty sleep :)

Another week has passed..
Weekends were tiring, but still manageable..

Woke up early today.. Did some things, then went to his house to drop some things..
Then, went to j8 for ajisen wif my parents and him..

Took cab down to TTS to visit his grandpa..
stayed for 3 hrs plus.. doctor have no ways alrdy..
not say he is sick, just that old alrdy, cun swollow things..
then, due to the fact that he does not want to cooperate for the insertion of the pipe..
he wasn't able to drink the milk.. hence, no nutrition also..

when we went there, he kept telling us to get him rice and porridge..
we managed to convinced him to drink milk instead..
but drink abit then vomit out.. cun get in also..

like very poor thing.. we know he is hungry.. but he doesn't wan to use pipes..
wad to do..


Bought some things at ntuc before going home.. end up paying around 70+
had dinner at home..
and that's the end of my day.. :)

i'm like so damn super tired.

slept for only like 3plus hour..


2 very naughty secondary friends bluff me to go balcony.
so, we drank there and ordered two jugs.
but, me and ying drank finish 1 jug vodka cran.
(our face were red and skin blotchy)

and later, they change the plan.
and off we go, to STjames.
jo got us whiskey i think.. and then,

we went up the platform and dance.
aha, we are slightly high alrdy.

damn tired on the way home. after like 45mins of cont dancing.


P.S: so shouldn't club on a weekday man. damn shag today.


alright, off i go to bath and to marina sq fair.. :))